I'm not sure why this is so shocking to me.
Maybe I'm just a weird, abnormal person who over thinks everything.
I have never felt old.
I woke up on my birthday and felt as if my life (as I knew it) was over.
I felt ancient.
All day I kept thinking, "This is it. This is where my life really starts."
Although, nothing changed at all and I'm still the same lame nerd I was at 19.
It is just a mental dilemma I will have to deal with, I suppose.
ANYWAY, my life has entered a weird stage.
My birthday basically blew ass (as far as birthday expectations go).
Phil got me Skyrim (AMAZING), my dad (who only contacts me on holidays) gave me a card, my mom got me a heated blanket (because I'm always freezing) and zebra print sheets (I don't think she knows who I am), and my brother, Travis, got me some Canadian Mist (BALLIN).
My sister, Heidi, called me and sang happy birthday to me right after she had major surgery, which was pretty badass.
I was very happy with my gifts, but for some reason I felt disappointed.
For my 18th birthday, all my friends threw me an amazing surprise party and it was epic, and for my 19th birthday I saw Rock of Ages with Phil. (EPIC)
Maybe I just had high expectations-which is unlike me.
It was just a strange day, overall.
I didn't have any plans, but I didn't even want to have plans.
I felt like sitting at home on Imgur and Youtube all day rather than facing the absurd expectations of partying and having an amazing day, and that was fine with me.
Everybody asked me, "What are you doing for your birthday!?"
The looks on their faces when I said I was going to sit at home, alone, browse the interweb, play Skyrim, and indulge in some Canadian Mist were incredible.
They all looked like I had told them, "I'm going to spend my night alone, crying, and wishing I were dead."
People can't seem to grasp how much of a introverted nerd I am, but I guess that is exactly why I am an introverted nerd.
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| ^INTROVERTED NERD^ |
I spent my birthday the same way I spend most nights: In my room alone, laughing out loud at Imgur posts, and watching Youtube videos.
Oh, AND doing ridiculous amounts of homework before finals week.
BLAHHHHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Oh, and if you said happy bday to me on Facebook or Twitter and I didn't reply, its most likely because I felt awkward and didn't know what to say. Thanks, though.
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